Ok, for those who know me, I don't back down once I have my mind set.
2010 was a challenge for me--personally, physically and mentally. Glad it's over and 2011 is going to be the best yet!
I have decided that I need something to kick start my weight loss goal. I am not ashamed to admit that it has been a real challenge the past few years to keep my diabetes in check, as well as my weight. (Let's not talk about the challenge of them both and how both really affect each other)
Back to my point--I am committed to this system, not neccesarily eating healthier (I always have!) but to retrain my mind on portion control and focusing on exercising that will help me. I've had excuses, damn good ones too, um, two car wrecks, this thing called grad school that has taken over my life, oh, and a little thing in my life called diabetes!
But I am not comfortable in my own skin anymore. This needed to be a public address to something that has bothered me for a long time. It took me most of high school for me to "be ok" with my diabetes and my insulin pump. I still have days that it just makes me mad, BUT, I put my big girl panties on and get over it. I was dealt this hand and I am going to do the best I can with it. I have a GIANT and I mean like two giant closets full of clothes that don't fit. I am not going to get rid of anything (surprize!) and I am going to get back into MY clothes again. Not that I need these clothes to be me, but those clothes made me feel like I could accomplish anything. I know it sounds stupid, maybe even vein, but who cares. My family literally bent over backwards my entire life to give me what I needed (I'm not spoiled -- I'm BLESSED!!!) and I want to be able to walk in my closet and ask myself, "What should I wear today?" and have CHOICES!!!
I ordered my Nutrisystem this morning and it should arrive in the next 5-7 days. This is my goal for the world to see:
LOSE 45 POUNDS IN 38 WEEKS
There it is. I have said it and now I am accountable not only to myself, but everyone to hold me accountable for what I have set out to do.
Thank you to everyone for your support! Let the good times roll!!!